Touch and go - but go it was and we have made it through Christmas and this morning out the other side - with just NYE to come.
I usually describe our Christmas (when asked "what are you doing for Christmas"?) as muddling through - and that's exactly what we did - "muddled through" - with family and friends muddling along with us.
The muddling approach I have decided is quite good - part of my determined approach to not be so in control and let things be/go/happen. It can be both pleasantly surprising and terrifying at the same time.
We raised a glass to you on Christmas Day and you were constantly in our thoughts. Mum too was close by as Jim Reeves sang out from the music player and the Tio Pepe was passed around. Traditions make and shape families and events - and are useful to hang onto - but also a way to be brave as one learns to let some of them go. No viewing of "Love Actually" this Christmas Eve - not needed!
Many, many things to be grateful for - here are a few from Christmas…
"Your Ella's Mum"? I was stopped in Asda with that question recently - three wonderful words. "Yes I am" (and always will be).
Decorating the Christmas Tree with Sophie - familiar baubles and decorations - with many memories as each one is carefully unwrapped.
U Bob operating a selfie stick - Oh my we laughed till it hurt - see below
Walking, walking, walking - though maybe not enough - wet weather stopped play at times
So - as ever, on we go into 2016
Stay close my beautiful girl
Love you loads
Mum
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